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Monday, August 21, 2006

qg practitioners

Recently, I have just discover the magic of znqg.
Its a wonderful thing, learn a lot, perhaps, I should really put it aside to all the things that's really happening outside the world.
Feeling rather disturb right now, i know I shouldn't. But it does..only at the age of **, so?
What should I do..?

Why is she mixing up my feelings at this moment, what is she trying to do? Is she trying to harm me and force me to dead end and let me die.. Why can't she know someone need a space for silence, Why can't she understand? Is she Idiot? Is she stupid? Why is she always thinking she is right all the time? Why she thinks that Im rude to her? Why can't I finished my sentence? Why is it telling the truth to her is rude? Why ? Why she said I better follow them? Why is she hurting me this way? She is too much, too rude herself to force ppl to do what she think is right? What is she doing? Why she said she should just let me die with him... Why she can't let me think and evaluate and then come out with a summary for her to see what she say? Why is she so pushy? Why she can't think that I haven't figure out, and force me to listen to her thoughts, Why not let me think then let her know and analyse my thoughts? hmm..difficult. She said you go and follow him, don't listen to her, go and listen to him..Why she said like that? How can she said such words? why? She said I didnt think of her, well, she didn't think of me 2, so. what do expect a person to do ? Said, IM ANGRY, i have just been cheated! and burst out and cry or break up immediately? Of course, based on what i ve just learn recently, i d like to take the things cool, but she doesnt allow, weird. I thik she is having a mid age disease, "Always think that they are right when they haven't get married" She said im hurting their feelings, Rediculous! I have been calling them nearly everyday, how about my phone bill, said I didn't let them know what im thinking, STUPID! because i said, im ok, im not fan, im trying not to think about it, and think what should i do..but she kept on and on, asking are u fan are u fan ah? The more she is asking of course im FAN la. i explained, im trying not to be fan, but she is just 2 much, she said because she see im fan, so want to know what happeN? i said im trying not to be fan, and ur still asking, of course make me fan la, soem more so pushy. I just need some time, to do my things, thats all. I think perhaps i just don't tell her, no, i don't think so, i should tell her, and let her know my thoughts, she can't expect things to happen her way..Its not that I didn't tell her, she knows that im telling her, but pls! let me compile my thoughts and story and evaluation...then u give me your comment! Stupid.

gq taught me how to act the other way round when things happen, thats the success of it, coz, its not only testing on ppl's patient and health, it also test ppl on things, and believe that they can do it. confidence. I gain much knowledge about gq, and think i ll benefit from it v well. I have lotsa things to say about gq, but i think, i will talk about it tomorrow,....