Going away soon..

Im going away soon...

Im a bit sad, Im happy and sad at the same time. Im going away for a free trip but for 2 weeks or a month. But im sad to leave my family and my lovely bf. They are sending me off to airport tomorrow, all of them, Im so "Gan tong". They said they love me.. & i never leave them for so long, so they have to support me and don't let ppl bully me. I love them too. I love him too. Recently, being away from him, make me loves him more. But at the same time, i need time to evaluate him too. Hmm..I can't accept him being with his friends all the time, but he told me the reasons yesterday, i can accept only half of it. The other half, is spending time with friends also means spending money. But what the hack, im not here right now, and what he will be doing at home other than playing games... so, perhaps, could this change, when He got a house already? Im still studying.